In the crossroad

In this middle summer holiday before i headed to college, there are soo many things I've thought in these days.

Is that ISU the right place for me to stay?

Can i survive alone in the middle of somewhere which exactly not so metropolitan as my beloved jakarta :( ?

Can i stay far away from my family? i really think about it n i will miss them so much later
Homesick can be my favourite word in the next 3 months

I cannot cook well n I like to eat a lot.
How can i save my money while i like to eat in restaurant?

Arrrgh these things really killing me softly

I feel this time maybe the normal time for mostly teenagers to search their own identity
We want to do many things like experiencing this world!