My worrieees in Life

I feel super bad sometimes.. i miss my high school moment so baadly now... i know i have to grow up but it's just too fast for me...college life isn't interesting as I think..it's just too hard to get know place that feel right for me...idk where I fit well. too hard to get along well with others student although we stay in the same class. It is just very huge class :( I also have hard time to draw as my teacher want..it is just hard! i do not know whose will be my true friend... although i found some people who really nice but i feel empty in some ways...

In the crossroad

In this middle summer holiday before i headed to college, there are soo many things I've thought in these days.

Is that ISU the right place for me to stay?

Can i survive alone in the middle of somewhere which exactly not so metropolitan as my beloved jakarta :( ?

Can i stay far away from my family? i really think about it n i will miss them so much later
Homesick can be my favourite word in the next 3 months

I cannot cook well n I like to eat a lot.
How can i save my money while i like to eat in restaurant?

Arrrgh these things really killing me softly

I feel this time maybe the normal time for mostly teenagers to search their own identity
We want to do many things like experiencing this world!

DESTINATION TO-GO

I know for sure my dream is likely impossible, but if I can't dare now, I don't want to regret it in the future soo..

I am dreaming to get in anto an IVY LEAGUE maybe in 4-5 years later or parsons maybe :)

I know exactly that this dream can be joke for most of my friends even my parents but i already make my impossible dream once so..nothing is impossible!

SELFISHNESS IS MY KIND OF THING

I know that a selfish person is a person that always think about herself without care about the other person but...
 do you think that wrong? :0

I just realized that selfishness get a big part in my mind maybe if selfishness just owe a small part, it's still okay
But naturally I want everything will be all right for me soo
I can do anything that make me can deal with eveything with life, although sometimes it isn't a good idea n hurt somebody :(

Aaarrgh I fight with my own BAD feelings

I just hope that as the time passes by, I can deal with everything wisely

A wonderful thing called family

Hi fellas, now I want to share my family thingy..in the picture above you can see who are filled my life :)

Actually my beloved first dog, Ocha was dead just after a week my familiy bought it.. Iam still hurted because if it, the dog seller sold the sick dog and he didn't even know about it.

Yeaa, and of course i also have my big family but because I do not close with them, I always think my real family just in the picture above :)

I will miss them so much in USA later but still they keep always in my mind..LOVE YOU GUYS

Yey, I post one of my activities during this gap-months holiday!

My friends and I kinda went to the spa in permata hijau, LUX Beauty Spa

It was really fun thing! We got massage, sauna, make-up do after being pathethic during the school season. :)

Yucks

OMG to this gossiping things

The only one word to her
EEEUWWWWW

I know that many girls still keep the same obession about being POPULAR!

But She is just tooo copycat!

I barely adore her, I mean she's not a supermodel or something like that