My worrieees in Life

I feel super bad sometimes.. i miss my high school moment so baadly now... i know i have to grow up but it's just too fast for me...college life isn't interesting as I think..it's just too hard to get know place that feel right for me...idk where I fit well. too hard to get along well with others student although we stay in the same class. It is just very huge class :( I also have hard time to draw as my teacher want..it is just hard! i do not know whose will be my true friend... although i found some people who really nice but i feel empty in some ways...